14108.) I keep the real me locked away, hidden behind a smile. I wish I was brave enough to let myself out.

School has been fine for me, :> Im grounded for 3 fking months sigh. But its a good time to settle down and start studying. Linglin came over and studied w me, as usual talked about many stuff :> Well guess what I love studying now and have been paying attention to almost all the classes except physics and chinese. I hate my chinese class I wna be in the band 4 class :( and now I have homework on chinese kill me i cant even read the question. :/ SHINee's coming singapore, oh hell yeaaaaaaa! ONEWW~ his name is everywhere; Notebooks & diarys. HEHEHE:D He's been in my head for awhile, every class i'll drift off and think about him. Im still thinking whether I'll be gg for their concert cuz I took so much time to save up my money and i dont bear to spend it on a ticket although i love tht tofu so much haha imma loser. And I need to get my hair dyed black asap or im gna get dragged up by the dm again, imma gna use black hairspray from francesca tmr to stall time and i hope it works.

How I wish Im back in Taiwan. No stress, no worries, no school, shop, play, make new friends from tw. Im starting to miss tht place so much. :( I wna eat.